The other one was smaller and had a single wing on both sides. Now imagine one side of the bigger plane getting stuck with the other side of the smaller plane in a tight grip while flying 3000 feet above the ground in a steady pace. It was flying smoothly until the pilots were trying to unlock themselves. They didn't seem to get it quite right because a bit of smoke started to come out of the locked wings. They again steadied their position, pondering how to get out of that mess. I was witnessing everything from a far distance a little above them, like I was watching a movie of some sort but I knew it wasn't a movie and that it was really happening. I remember thinking if maybe the passengers can close their windows especially those on the side of the locked wings so they wouldn't panic. Then just as soon as I thought that, I countered it by thinking that on the other hand, they should open the window and let certain passengers become the "eyes" / navigator of the pilot in trying to unlock the wings. So anyway when I woke up, I consulted what it meant and I found out that:
Then it hit me, it may possibly have something to do with what I've been going through lately in terms of rehauling my priorities and simplifying my life, building a new career and / or pursuing what I want. I've been sharing on Plurk about this company I've been applying for and who was offering me a job that I can do even when I'm asleep but after much contemplation, I let it go because deep down, it is not something that will make me deliriously happy. I listened to what my gut told me rather than what my head was dictating me to do for practicality's sake. Then I made a list of things that I want to pursue:
1. writing/blogging/building a site that can earn real money
2. going into theater, film, TV acting again.
3. maintaining small businesses (nail art, lingerie, spa, food cart)
Recently, I relearned that through positive affirmation, visualization and a lot of hard work, I can be successful with my real passions. This may be the higher consciousness, new-found freedom and greater awareness that the dream interpretation was talking about.
Furthermore, in my opinion, having seen two airplanes locked in a tight grip, one smaller, one bigger, might mean something deeper still. Perhaps, they signify the small and big passions I have in life... that they can co-exist and "fly smoothly" if I don't struggle with them. With proper time management and focus, I can have them both. However, if and when that moment arrives when I'd have to choose, I will definitely need a better perspective or wider view about it. Until that day comes, I am staying put to enjoy this "not-so-new-found" freedom. ^_^ Cheers!
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